It took me all fricking day to figure out what it is that I am feeling. It's disgust. This nausea, this internal arousal, this adrenaline stuff going on. It's disgust.

The worst thing is that I've had to spend the whole day preoccupied by it. And that I have been creating anger-wrinkles. Anger/disappointment/dejection/disgust/dejection/anger wrinkles.

Also, I really need to buy a new computer.

And I feel much much better now that I have identified this emotion.