I don't know if You've ever noticed* this, but I have this thing where if I don't like someone I have an approach-tendency towards that person. I am having this now with this one person whom I really don't like and I keep engaging this person. I guess I do this because I like almost everyone and these individuals are something like a test of my ability to find common ground with anyone. But it's a very strange thing, to be watching myself reaching out in friendship to someone I just really don't like. At least not immediately.

* I have to say, it would be funny and surprising if You had noticed it.